我为民谣狂

这不是什么影评，主要是短评塞不下这么多字。。

喜欢Matt很久了，预告片刚出的时候就开始关注这部电影了，等了差不多1年。这电影简直就是来介绍Matt有多sexy。。剧情我就懒得说了，没什么亮点，言情剧水平。
说几个我震惊的地方。1是他们的身高差。之前看预告片的时候都没注意到Tanner的身高，尼玛他是有多高，我记得Matt也不矮的啊。
2Matt口口声声说自己能攻能守，结果一来就做受是什么意思！！
3Matt的卖萌功力真的是无人能及，根本扛不住！
在纽约的基友说不定在Grindr上能看到他~
最后吐槽下这译名，谁想出来的我为勾勾狂，天雷滚滚！

Getting Go, the Go Doc Project (2013)
Soundtracks

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I Want You
Written by Daniel J. Cartier (sesac)
Performed by Daniel J. Cartier
Published by Daniel J. Cartier Music (sesac)
Courtesy of Daniel Cartier

One Thing
Written by Daniel J. Cartier (sesac)
Performed by Daniel J. Cartier
Published by Daniel J. Cartier Music (sesac)
Courtesy of Daniel Cartier

Bliss
Written by Daniel J. Cartier (sesac)
Performed by Daniel J. Cartier
Published by Daniel J. Cartier Music (sesac)
Courtesy of Daniel Cartier

Hold Up
Words by David Wojnarowicz & Brian Butterick
Music by 3 Teen Kill 4
Performed by 3 Teen Kill 4
Published & Courtesy of 3 Teen Kill 4

One To Glow
Written by Michelle Chamuel & Tyler Duncan
Performed by s/he
Published & Courtesy of s/he

Here With You
Written by Michelle Chamuel & Tyler Duncan
Performed by s/he
Published & Courtesy of s/he

The Horses Are Stuck
Written by Jordan Klassen & Jonathan Anderson (ascap/socan)
Performed by Jordan Klassen
Published by Endearing (socan)
Courtesy of Nevado Records

In Your Eyes
Written by James Gerard Mcdermott
Performed by The Irrepressibles
Published by Universal Polygram International, Inc.
Courtesy of Major Record Label Ltd.

I'll Maybe Let You
Written by James Gerard Mcdermott
Performed by The Irrepressibles
Published by Universal Polygram International, Inc.
Courtesy of Major Record Label Ltd.

Whistle (Beat It Up)
Written & Performed by Cakes Da Killa
Published & Courtesy by Richard Bradshaw

I Don't Wanna Dance
Written by Chris Gates & Tim Kerr
Performed by Big Boys

Sound on Sound
Written by Chris Gates & Tim Kerr
Performed by Big Boys

Fun Fun Fun
Written by Chris Gates & Tim Kerr
Performed by Big Boys

Fallin Fallen
Written by Michelle Chamuel
Performed by The Reverb Junkie
Published & Courtesy of Thick Glasses Music

Wind In The Wires
Written & Performed by Patrick Wolf
Published by Chrysalis Songs (BMI)
Courtesy of Bloody Chamber Music

Overture
Written & Performed by Patrick Wolf
Published by Chrysalis Songs (BMI)
Courtesy of Bloody Chamber Music

Wolf Song
Written & Performed by Patrick Wolf
Published by Chrysalis Songs (BMI)
Courtesy of Bloody Chamber Music

Hard Times
Written & Performed by Patrick Wolf
Published by Chrysalis Songs (BMI)
Courtesy of Bloody Chamber Music

ps.

因为特别想要电影1小时25分钟他们在天台上那段的背景音乐..

在谷歌. IMBD 油管上奋战了一天...

终于找到了那首. Bliss.

附上YouTube地址
//www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TKUuCRfSZw

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2015-10-27更新
　　''Bliss'' has been uploaded to Youku, here's the link.
　　''Bliss'' 已上传至优酷. 地址如下
　　
　　http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTM3MTE1NjA2OA==.html

I guess we all get stuck in ambivalent feelings once in a while. We want to break free from the daily grind shackles, but we constantly regard those dull constaints as the shelters from any uncertainties. We enjoy the feeling of being longing for something specific, but have we ever summoned up our courage and fought for the voice from our inner heart.
Or maybe it's just me.
I admit I'm not a seize-the-moment kinda guy. The worship of living in the present has become so ingrained. However i guess I wasn't being that qualified. I really hope that I'm the kind of person that doesn't give a shit. They probably would just kiss you whenever they feel the urge. They are super cool about venting out their feelings. They can just make up some stupid reasons to get close to you and then dump you when the fun starts fading. Will i be doing those to anybody? Probably not.
I didn't say that is not cool. I just think that why someone can do this so easily while I find that almost impossible.
i'm not a rational person, nor a conformist. I just don't know what i want exactly. I don't have a particular goal to chase or anything. Sometimes it just feels that maybe i should do something, preferably, make a difference. As for what, i have no idea.
" my obsession has grown into longing.· its like i wanna take care of him. I don't want him to make a living from the dollars of gropers anymore. I dont want him to be seen as an object by anyone but me. i'm really confused. I dont want you to hide. I want you to be free. This is um of course coming from a fucked-up almost college graduate, who has basically nothing to offer you. This is irrational. Maybe we should just get married. Maybe we just run away from the city together. You don't want to be here than i do. So we'll go to iowa. And you can just tattoo people or just pigs or whatever you do and paint and make clothes. And i will write. I'll be a writer. I love him, its not like that romantic kind of i need to spend the rest of my life with this person kinda love cause i never felt that. i dont think i have. I dont know he has really got into love he deserves. And if no one is willing to step up and i feel the resposibilities to take the job. I know im being naive. Im sure a million fags think that i can make a difference. But u know none of them did it, and maybe i will. People can change, i know that at least from my experiences. And then jusus theres his ass its like ass from another planet. And i know im not the first visitor to planet go-go-ass, it may not be number one hundred. But maybe i could be the last?"
I once said that i wanted to feel the intimacy which will last for a long period. That hasn't come true. And i still stick to that belief. Its kinda cheesy but its true. I want to know what it feels like to maintain a relationship that is real, like you can feel it when you touch the linen. I don't know im being stupid.
Actually i dont talk about personal stuff. Im not a social guy. Lol

        又一部十分有共鸣的电影，总觉得看到心仪的电影是天意。正在我最迷惑与失落的时候看到了这部电影，和男主一样同样有些宅，即将毕业失落的我，和他一样，就像不可能一样遇到了个看似完美的他，我们度过了很多难忘的时光，我对他袒露一切，许多第一次给了他，却同样无疾而终。

      真的是天意让我看到这部电影，还没有走出悲痛的我从中得到的是感慨与共鸣。男主在慢慢投入了之后没想到用镜头捕捉到了go的cheating，而且在争吵之时go竟然说don‘t be serious。这是最伤人的话，男主回复到Its serious，to me！是啊，我也是如此，认真的人到最后会很受伤。而影片中也说道，如果两个人不是有共同的想法与感受，很难会在一起。其实这样的情感在圈子里真的太普遍了，也许如此激进或者说是不稳定的感情生活是gay的共性，每个人都在说想要找一个爱的人，但是真正找起来确实是千万般的不易。男主最后去了爱荷华，就像他说的一样，也许他这样真正想回归普通，和爱人一起到老才真的是圈子的特殊派吧。

    感情都是一样的，只有两个人真的都是那样认真或是都一样的爱对方，这个天平才不会倒，保持到最后。

    这不是一篇影评，纯粹是写给自己的感受。

这是片尾出现的影片名称，My Private GO-GO，《我的专属舞男》。但是本片的最终发行名是Getting Go, the Go Doc Project，《接近Go—关于Go和Doc的项目》。

除此之外，本片完全没有出现任何片名，影片是以摄像头的自拍记录开始的，并且将半纪录片（而非伪纪录片）的叙述方式贯穿了全片。

我对导演和演员一向没有任何印象，但是感谢Google、Wiki和IMDb，我知道了这部片是Were the World Mine 《若世界属于我》同一个导演的作品，而后者的主演也同样是本片主演。考虑到本片的原定片名，不得不说有点意思。

首先，第一个问题，影片是真的纪录片吗？

通过Wiki和IMDb，答案是否定的。扮演即将毕业的Doc的是Tanner Cohen（就是上面提到的另一部片的主演）；而扮演Go的则是Matthew Camp，目前唯一的正式作品只有本片。matt本人之前既是GO-GO Dancer，而本片中对他的访谈、拍摄的他的住处和生活，也都真的是他本人的生活。

是的，这就是“半纪录片”而非“伪纪录片”的原因。

在开始之前我就看了详细的剧情介绍，因此我原本没有打算把这部片当作一部认真的电影看待（拜托，名字都叫《我为勾勾狂》这种俗烂好么）。但在开始之后，我被迅速地吸引到情节展开中，并且多次停下来搜索确认这是不是一部真的纪录片。

我大学毕业后得到的第一份工作，是在一个纪录片工作室短暂的一个月试用。曾经有一次拜访客户的时候，客户问老板说“你们是从事纪录片制作的，在你们看来纪录片和电影的区别是什么？”因为原始对话发生于英文，所以我不记得确切的句子了，但老板回答的核心是“纪录片和电影有很大的不同，因为你无法控制剧情的发展，必须很努力地去组织你得到的素材”。

在烂番茄上，一篇影评提到影片的幕后花絮中，导演表示“我们完全没有尝试让故事变得有趣”。从这里说，导演是非常幸运的，因为尽管我中途多次中断影响了情绪传达，但仍然能够被故事吸引注意力。而对Go的采访和摄影，尽管镜头品质五花八门，但将Go（其实是Matt）的人格鲜活立体地展示了。在开篇大概二十五分钟的时候，Doc对Go的采访中，Go的表达带给了我很多震撼——在影片一开头，Doc仅仅将Go作为一个迷恋对象，一种宣泄性欲的物化符号（影片最后，Go很悲伤地说“我只是你屏幕上的一块肉”），而Go的采访回答彻底打破了这种刻板印象，使得自己获得了平面镜头之外的立体外延，我想这是我很快陷入了“难辨虚实”的原因吧。

Go在访谈中提到了Andy Warhol，后面拍摄到Go的公寓的时候墙上也挂着AW的著名作品玛丽莲梦露的像（感兴趣的话可以稍微搜一下AW，你会在Google右侧的知识框中发现一张色彩怪异的水晶爷爷像，实际上他更著名的作品应该是各种形态的玛丽莲梦露像，至于他引领的波普艺术blabla因为我完全不懂就不提了）。而本片中也两次（或者多次）致敬了AW的影视作品，一次是刻意的拍摄Go吃饭，一次是记录过程中的Go的睡眠（并且Doc也和他相拥而眠）。

正如本文标题，本片因为Go的行业，充斥了大量的鲜活镜头，甚至包含了Doc和Go的床戏（我不太确认这部分到底是实拍还是借位，但Doc和Go的故事的确是剧本安排，剧里Go的角色是真的，但剧的故事是假的）。因此，乖孩子还是偷偷看吧……

不过不知道是因为角色间的对话探讨到了一些非常宏大的命题，还是因为本身纪录片的形式，出现的镜头并不让人感觉色情，因此如果冠以“软色情”的名号的话，还是会让某些观众期望落空吧。

对了，剧中Doc的视频是发布在了tumblr上，地址在此：http://godoc.tumblr.com/ 不过里面的内容是发布于2014年5月的（本片上映是在2013年，所以这也许只是粉丝账号而非官方的病毒营销材料？）而扮演Go的Matthew Camp本人现在是演员和服装设计师（片中也出现了Go买布料、展示衣服的内容），你把他的名字放进Google，前两项就是他的twitter和instagram，以及他的个人网站。对于像Doc一样的色鬼，你可以去“网络尾行”啦。

我非常愿意给这部电影打高分的原因是，无论是出于叙述方式还是对剧本的精确安排，本片成功地让观众混淆了虚实，这是作为这种类型的电影很成功的一点。而本片在豆瓣、IMDb和烂番茄的观众评论中也获得了较高好评，因此不算是我偏心吧。

说实话，剧情的最后三分之一并不像前面那么出彩（不知道是不是因为我在这之前停下来看了很久各种观众评论打断了情绪），也许更主要的原因是后半部分更依赖虚构剧本走向而不是真实的角色本身，所以相较前面稍逊一筹吧。

我也不太懂我自己为什么要废话这么多，总之算是一部相当值得一看的电影，故事简单成本应该相当低。不知道Matthew是不是真的从中得到了5%的利润分成呢？